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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
8:50 pm

Have been feeling breathless ever since school reopens. That feeling has been dwelling for some time now (5 weeks to be precise). Did not manage to adjust that state of mind. Just feel like hidding or go for a retreat. Quite sick of what i do in school now...stagnant. Needed something enriching and meaningful. Not that teaching is not meaningful but haiz... enough of students, more students' nonsense (sometimes their attitude...sucks), more adults' nonsense, dunno what they want really, always blame the 'ground level' pple when things go wrong, never look at themselves first, never seek to understand us or try and build rapport with us...how to work like that... wondering why do we need to 'see their face' to do things... marking, more marking, setting tests/exams, paper work...going home late, very late again.

And of course no time to spend with the people i want to spend time with, meet new friends, learn new things or even want to help! I have neglected many people already...felt that i could have done more for them. BUT the PROB is i don't even have time for myself...i think i want to be selfish for once, i'm afraid.

I would have killed myself umpteen times...by now.

I need to resurrect myself...seriously

bOrnHenG

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